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Make It Last (bandcamp exclusive extended version)

by Zophia Dadlez

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I wrote mediocre poetry To try and keep you close to me A singular love memory Please don't take it personally Sweetie, one and only Counting up your hard-earned many I'll spread you thin till you're enough I'll build personas, cut you up It's not your fault And barely mine It's just no one's kissed me since I was sixteen No one else has dared to waste their time And the words come back to me Far too late So I'll still pen lines about you kissing me In the '04 Escape And how you hoped when in Chicago You and I could go sneak out at night And I adored that you suggested it As if you and I as idiots could make it though security that tight But soon you were leaving But you're the only book that I've been given So I just keep on rereading And I hope I'm as memorable, Last May, you told me I looked incredible In my pink dress And I smiled at the floor Imagined I was your mistress Acutely aware of my own glow I looked back up, said thanks I know You too Dapper son of a bitch in navy blue I wrote another song and YES, IT'S ABOUT YOU. (god knows I'm just as sick of it too).
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Naïve 02:34
There's a fog in the park as we walk in the dark And I'm still waiting for you Baby you've got the time to be naive Cause the whole world is praying for you And I can't help but wonder if you do the things you do Cause it terrifies you deeply what your heart might to to you Well I don't have time to be naive There's no better I can do I'm not sure what I'm doing here Waiting for you to move Back and forth, do the wrong thing, right thing Don't tell me we can't live, that we can't lose Dead weight in my arms as we look at the stars In the night sky clouded blue Can't open my soul, I might up and go There's plenty more to go for you And I can't help but wonder if you do the things you do Cause you just can't fight the feeling but you're too afraid to lose Well I don't have time to let this be And I can't keep waiting for you I'm not sure what I'm doing here Waiting for you to move Back and forth, do the wrong thing, right thing Don't tell me we can't live, that we can't lose Never saw a red flag, didn't think it would hurt Little did I know then, we're both so stubborn Never saw a red flag, didn't think it'd get worse Just scared you'll do to me what you'd done to her So I'm not sure what I'm doing here Waiting for you to move Back and forth, do the wrong thing, right thing Don't tell me we can't live, that we can't lose
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Late July 03:41
Well the summer came in time With some silence left to spare A little time to wonder: do I want to live like this now? The day may come when you may care But I'm still waiting And I've driven many roads, turned a different way each time Done a thousand things that all seem to draw the same line I won't bother with maps, won't worry about an explanation Unless you can find a way to say why I always meet the same destination Yet I'm still waiting Don't think that you don't have to let me know Don't think you don't have to hold on, don't have to let it show Don't think that you don't have to let me know Don't think you don't have to hold on just cause I can't let go I thought I'd be there by late July But once again I feel hung out to dry With spirits low because my hopes were high So pay some mind to what you said that night Cause I'm still waiting Don't think that you don't have to let me know Don't think you don't have to hold on, don't have to let it show Don't think that you don't have to let me know Don't think you don't have to hold on just cause I can't let go And I'm still waiting...
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Twoheaded 03:59
He rolls off your tongue like a bonfire Consonants clicking like sparks It's like home It's the best thing you've known To be in love with a two-headed boy And to never be alone His lips kiss the air with abandon Filling the room with his breath It's a mess Spit's all over our necks To be in love with a two-headed boy Is to pine for all you get And while you are afraid of the morning He is afraid of the dark So often he leaves without warning, cause he knows That he still has your heart Your eyes are to him a blue beacon Who'll always be found in the storm It's luck you're alive On that ocean dark and wide To be in love with a two-headed boy Is to always watch him hide Your hands never seem to make landfall Your hopes they float up in the air It's unfair Bring him home, hear my prayer To be in love with a two-headed boy Is to never know who's there And while you are afraid of the morning He is afraid of the dark So often he leaves without warning, cause he knows That he still has your heart credits
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Blue Eyes 02:56
Don't start crying in the back of the car When I'm not there to offer you my arms And for your sake, I hope you get along Cause we both know That winter is our season And sometimes I think I should be with someone who has eyes like mine who knows, who knows, who knows I promise darling, I am getting better Honest I swear I'm fine as long as I am never In the room with you in cold weather Cause we both know This feeling's beyond reason And now I feel like there's nothing left to do Cause I've messed up too many times pining for you No I wouldn't call it waiting, I've been far too much of a fool But I only have eyes for you And sometimes I think I should be with someone whose heart aligns Yeah sometimes I think I should be with someone who has eyes like mine
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This gold thread is easily breakable And I must learn that I am replaceable Praying for a warm November won't get me what I want Even if I believe in a cosmic bond Patiently wait for my love to come along Praying for a warm November won't get me what I want Cause the gold thread breaks And I make mistakes I'm a hopeless case And I want to be loved Oh how naive of me to believe The stars would bow their heads to me Cause praying for a warm November won't get me what I want And I can hope what I'd like best That the winter wind won't swallow all of us But praying for a warm November won't get me what I want Cause the gold thread breaks And I make mistakes I'm a hopeless case And I want to be loved Yeah the gold thread breaks It all goes to waste I'm a hopeless case And I want to be loved I can't seem to wait but I want to be loved
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Let It Die 03:02
Let it die It'll end without scolding, without tears in my eyes Oh for once I'll go down without a fight There's no reason to keep me Our wrongs don't add up to a right Oh for once you might not treat me poorly So I kiss you one very last time I was stupid and bold and left out in the cold But I couldn't get you off my mind And if I stayed too long it's mostly cause you never let me move on Clinging for dear life to your last chance to give me home But that's where you're mistaken, I was born to be alone So if you wanna leave me Then I want you gone We would meet only late after dark Just to talk for hours in the back of your car Throw my phone on the floor and kiss you hard Cause in trying to be wise, no I didn't turn out so smart Yeah I thought that our souls tangled up That if I still put up with it, it must be love That no one would ever be enough So please swallow your qualms and just grow the hell up But if I stayed too long it's mostly cause you never let me move on Clinging for dear life to your last chance to give me home But that's where you're mistaken, I was born to be alone So if you wanna leave me Then I want you gone
8.
You once joked you were an angel, and sometimes I think it’s true But I should be more careful than to deify you I just tended to forget we were only human And expecting perfection only makes us feel less-than And when I told you you were naive, I admired your sociability And I wouldn’t call it envy, but I always wanna be a little more like you, A little more like you And there are so many things I wish I knew But I know now it took me far to long To realize I was just as wrong And now the whole wide world and I will look out for you We haven’t gotten quite back on yet, friends but with a disconnect And who am I to say you’re not happy with that? I’ll get on with my life, glance back occasionally With admiration, but not longing and finish the books you told me to read And when I told you you were naive, I admired your humility And I wouldn’t call it envy, but I think the world needs people more like you, People more like you And there are so many things I wish I knew But I know now it took me far to long To realize I was just as wrong And now the whole wide world and I will look out for you And I can’t imagine what it must be like living in your skin I thought I had you figured out but I could barely begin So I reduced you to a character to wrap my head around But it’s so wonderful to watch you once again tear my walls down And there are so many things I wish I knew But now that there’s nothing more to do I realize you are human too And now the whole wide world and I will look out for you Baby you’ve got the time to be naïve Baby you’ve got the time to be naïve Baby you’ve got the time to be naïve Cause the whole world is waiting for you.
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The Tower 02:43
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about

Ever thought to yourself “I can’t get enough of Zophia’s voice!”
No? Yes?
Whatever, either way, it’s here, I finally recorded all the (best and thematically cohesive) stuff I wrote in high school!
It’s full of small mistakes and longing speeches, just like my teenage love life. Oof. But that feels…right?

MAKE IT LAST is about the ways I noticed myself and the people around me clinging to things whose ends were long overdue. How I wanted nothing more than to make things last when that was really just...a bad idea. With the bold addition of 𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒄 𝒈𝒖𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒓 and even 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖓 𝖙𝖜𝖔 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖘 𝖕𝖊𝖗 𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊𝖘, MAKE IT LAST slaps harder than any Zophia Dadlez ever before.

Written in high school and the summer before college (with the exception of some edits and a handful of the lyrics in Let It Die), this collection of songs began as a get-this-music-off-my-plate-so-I-can-move-on-to-cool-new-stuff project, but truly became something of a poignant and dear-to-me retrospective of ages 16-18.

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released December 14, 2018

All songs written, performed and recorded by Zophia Dadlez.

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